This one comes from a reader, and was what inspired me to find a Vassar Miller poem to post yesterday. The original text is here. Thanks for letting me post it!
Vassar Miller
By Ron Starbuck
Ah, Vassar, tell me that it
was only yesterday and
not twenty five years
ago nearly.
When we were sitting
in your living room together,
while you listened to me
reading my first poor verse.
I loved our time together then,
drinking Coca Colas in six ounce bottles, you with
a plastic straw because that was easiest. Sucking
up life as much as you could with quiet desperation.
And I loved how your little dog
Cricket, would look at us
with the kindest of eyes,
knowing how good the company
was for us both. He was wise in dog
years and understanding then, as I loved
how he reminded me too of Toto from
the Wizard of Oz. Which was always
more than appropriate, since to the
world you were and are still
a wizard with words, spinning out
verse like golden threads and
weaving together each phrase
carefully and thoughtfully as if
they were made of fire and light
that could both burn and enlighten our minds.
You taught me how to listen, oh so
carefully, haltered as you were
in your speech, grinding out each word
with such loving labor, milling them down
to the finest of flour. I could see how
quick your mind moved, and how slow
the words would come falling out of your mouth
frustrating you beyond measure.
Still, you continued, the work was
that important, wasn’t it? Passing on
whatever you could from one
generation to the next.
If heaven is as bright and wonderful as we
wish, then my wish is for you is to be an
angel of verse, whispering in our ears a word or
two that will continue to heal the world.
Our world needs such healing still, we need
words that will lead us into the deepest
places of our being, where the stillness
waits with compassion and wonder.
Pain was your steady companion
all your life, and you faced loneliness
each single day, like a back pew Christian
no one notices entering into God’s holy house.
And yet, I suspect now, with your many tongues untied,
that you are shouting out verses across all
the heavens. Stitching together lines like sutras
and weaving together a tapestry of brightness
and light, that causes all of creation to take note
of you, and your voice. You have come home you know.
You have come home to the cradle of Christ, holding
the Incarnate Word like an infant close to your heart.
You who loved words and poetry so well, and spoke
with eloquence I am still grasping for now. I wish
your words would enter my mouth, spinning out again
and again a peace to repair the world.